How do you accept the dichotomy of SA and a seemingly nurturing, loving mother?

2022.01.21 05:17 Specialist-Food409 How do you accept the dichotomy of SA and a seemingly nurturing, loving mother?

I was reading about how a mother is trying to connect to her deaf infant on deaf and it just hit me that parents love their children so, so much and do so much to help them grow and protect them. I used to think my mom was one of those caring, good people. She did do all these wonderful, loving things and I thought I had a normal childhood until I realized that there were things that were very wrong too. Now it's like I've lost my childhood again because all I can feel is pain and anger and it's drowning out the good memories, which are also tainted by knowing what she really is.
Adulthood only got darker. I was thinking about that earlier. I'm having a hard time not thinking about the abuse today.
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2022.01.21 05:17 AshnakAGQ All three of my armor cores are looking decked out thanks to this event.

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2022.01.21 05:17 niuz-bot Statuia lui Theodore Roosevelt din New York a fost demontată şi expediată în Dakota de Nord / Anunţul retragerii statuii a venit la puţin timp după moartea lui George Floyd - [Analize]

Muncitorii au demontat, miercuri, impozanta statuie a fostului preşedinte american Theodore Roosevelt din faţa Muzeului American de Istorie Naturală de la New York, anunță News.ro…. Mai departe »
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2022.01.21 05:17 honeywings Should I drop my Amex card and if so what card should I replace it?

I make about $55k per year in the world of environmental consulting. I decided to get the green card as my first charge card/credit card. My parents told me a charge card would help prevent me into getting into CC debt as someone new to credit cards. Well I was originally on my mom's Amex account and she closed my card so my credit dropped 100 points. I opened the green card 2 years ago since I was anticipating a lot of travel for work but then covid hit. First year was obviously very slow so I got maybe 15k points. My second year I did a lot of traveling for work and now have 135k points and have spent $300 on this card in AF.
I am now switching jobs to one where I won't travel as much. And I'm not sure I will solo travel much on my own this next year due to needing to accrue PTO. Part of moving will require an increase in rent so I will not be eating out as much either and I'm worried I will end up spending more on this card than I will be getting in rewards points. I'm not sure what to do since I dont want to lose the MR I have accumulated but also do not want my credit score to tank again.
This is my only line of credit. I have no loans - no mortgage, no car loan and no student loans. I spend maybe $400 a month on food and maybe $300 in misc things like clothes and collectables. My gas is maybe $65-$120 a month. My parents are telling me to stick with the charge card because $150 is worth not getting into CC debt. But I've paid it off early every month and don't overspend. I would need a $500 or $1000 limit per month in case I need to reimburse something for work.
Any advice?
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2022.01.21 05:17 niuz-bot Lista țărilor cu risc epidemiologic ridicat a fost actualizată: România și Republica Moldova intră în zona roșie - [Articole]

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2022.01.21 05:17 Apple2Forever Scott Walker - Sons Of

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2022.01.21 05:17 ChucB Such a sultry look

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2022.01.21 05:17 DARMICJOH Little twitch channel I started, just trying to grow a little and also need help testing interactive stuff for my streams. I F4F everyone.

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2022.01.21 05:17 Wonogiri Smoking together while enjoying the night [Artist: wacca〇わっか]

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2022.01.21 05:17 does-it-feel 3d printed self leveling floater barrier I made, thought you guys might like to see it as well

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2022.01.21 05:17 AthosTheMusketeer29 Bonus is coming,right?

When I signed up late September they told me there would be a huge bonus after January for those who stayed through Black Friday peak and Christmas peak pretty much the black out days. At this point I’ve asked other DSPs where I work and they have no clue,so did I just get played bc I’m working too efficiently that I’m not getting enough hours now?
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2022.01.21 05:17 Darth1311 Musk turtle hunting

Hi guys!
My baby turtle is not interested at all to hunt guppies or shrimps in tank. Does she/he need to grown a little bit more or it will just start randomly?
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2022.01.21 05:17 xponentialdesign Runic Wire 1 | by Xponentialdesign | 0.5 TEZOS

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2022.01.21 05:17 assagitaz Aspard & Bry Ortega - Out Ctrl [Ushuaia Music]

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Out Date: 2021-01-30
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Aspard & Bry Ortega - Out Ctrl / (Key Bbm, BPM 125, Length 6:14)​
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2022.01.21 05:17 Axzelotl epic video of me and my guys playing yo mod

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2022.01.21 05:17 inhodel Stuck in a loop.

This event happened back in 2002. I was working for a school as an IT technician / support staff and it was a working day. I normally get out at 7:30 to be at work before 9.
The day before I didn't do anything unusual before going to bed. But the day after when I wake or try to wake up was so weird.
So I woke up the first time with my alarm. I switched it off, noticed it was 7:30 from the clock in the living room and went to do the usual morning ritual. Brushing my teeth, toilet, taking off my pj and started to iron my shirt.
Then poooof, I was back in my bed. The first time I was thinking of a weird deja Vu moment. So I got up again. But noticed that it was 7:40 now. I did the same stuff till the ironing part and poooof back again in my bed.
This time I was really freaking out but still doing the same stuff. I noticed again the time passed another 10 minutes and once again after the ironing I went straight back into the bed.
I remembered I was urging now to get out of this loop. The strange part is. I never tried to do something different. Because every time when I woke up I thought I was out of that loop. I remembered every time I woke up it felt so real. The sun shining on my face. It was real for me until the moment I warped back to my bed.
I think this loop happens for 20-30 times and until the last time. ( It felt like every other time) the final time that I woke up I did precisely the same things. It was around 11:00 and was late for work. But I got out of this loop.
Strange was that the time was correct. The stand of the sun also was changing with every loop. I remembered on the later loops the sun was shining more brightly on my face when I woke up.
It felt like my body was still asleep and my soul was waking up without my body. I notice everything from my surroundings. The time and the sun.
I finally knew I got out of this loop because I finally did more then ironing. It sure was scary.
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